I have somehow managed to spend my tax return...not really sure what happened, although I know I am ahead on my bills, so I guess that is good. I have 2 weeks until I get paid and I basically have $200 in the bank, plus some cash in my purse. I know I can do it, not a problem, I just don't understand how I am always in this position. Although, because I am ahead, my next paycheck will be to use as I see fit (debt repayment, add to savings, weekend trip to Mexico). However, I want to find a way to not always be strapped for cash. I know I am trying hard to pay down my debt but feeling broke all the time is not fun!
The weight loss is going well, I can really feel a difference, although no one has noticed... I guess it is only 10lbs and when I still have 50lbs to lose it is just a drop in the bucket. Having said that, it is motivating to keep going. I have been surprisingly good at staying on the VLCD, although there have been breaks. Having dinner at friends houses 2x last week, while I was very controlled, I still ate more than I should, but continued to lose so I feel that is a success. I have lost almost 10lbs in little less than 2 weeks, however, last week there were 4 days of no loss, it was soo frustrating and made me want to give up. I guess it was a set weight for me or something to that effect, having broken through I have lost a bit every day since. Keep your fingers crossed that I am able to continue with these losses.
I am going to Mexico on May 6th. I want to lose 5 lbs before I go, and I am going to work really hard not to gain the weight back while I am there. I will be there for 4 days, so hopefully that won't be enough time to do too much damage.
Dating life is good/confusing...whats new. argh.
Things I am grateful for
New friends
farmers market raspberries
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